i haven't been home in so long that that the feeling of comfort while i'm here is nearly gone. maybe it's not gone, just overcome by the feelings of wanted to be back in lexington with most of my friends, in my room, in my apartment. i can't ever picture myself living at home again. i love my parents, i love my family, i just love living in a place where i dictate what i do and when i do it. i just don't like it up here as much as i used to.