you know, i'm not a very hard person to read. nor am i a very hard person to please. these are things that everyone should know about me. i'm letting the past be the past and leaving a lot of things behind, which is necessary every once in a while. a chapter in my life is over and a new one is beginning, i like the feeling. people have lost my trust, respect, and admiration and i wish that they wouldn't have, these aren't things that i can help. i don't want to be involved with certain types of people and it's upsetting that some people that i cared so much about have turned into everything that i can't stand. upsetting, but never changing.

what will you do when there's no one to fall back on? i won't be there, i've learned my lesson.