it's way too late

i'm way too awake

justin is way too tired

MEH.

four days until my life starts officially sucking.

there are tons of shitty dudes that get to stay around their shitty girlfriends. yet my awesome boyfriend who is absolutely perfect for me has to float in the ocean for 6 months.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

**on the brightside; atleast i've found the perfect boyfriend & he'll still be the perfect boyfriend whether he's here with me, in virginia, out to see, or halfway around the world. having something awesome to look forward to definitely helps with the distance/time.

--also, despite depressing blog entries, i'm at 95% hapiness right now, i'm laying in bed (wishing i was sleeping), looking at my beautiful other half (that boyfriend), being cuddled my the most beautiful dog in the whole world (riley baby). there's only one thing that could be better...............that beautiful boy in the flesh.

~~~~ending note: i'm 21 in 2 weeks exactly.

~~~~~~the real ending note: riley seems to be mistaking my laptop for a pillow.