i can honestly say that 15 minutes ago i was in the worst pain that i had ever felt in my entire life. i thought i was okay all day today but then as i was about to fall asleep i guess my pain medication wore off and the pain in my throat and ears made me literally want to die. i tried to swallow the pain medicine and it hurt more than anything i have ever felt before. i ended up sitting on the kitchen floor crying (which hurt to do) for about 10 minutes. hydrocodone is the only thing keeping me from absolute agony. fuck being an adult and having your tonsils and adenoids removed. why couldn't i have gotten it done when i was a child and it would have been easier?