it's 4 in the morning and i'm watching dawsons creek. i've never actually watched this show and i'm beginning to realize why. i've been on this couch since about 6pm, give or take getting up a few times. fell asleep at 6, woke up at 11:30, eric came over, ashley went to bed, i rented a movie--it's now over and i'm still wide awake. i feel like i've slept away these past few days, migraines kill me. despite only functioning when i have to go to work and being an all around waste of space for the past few days i'm so happy with life right now. i feel like it's getting better, i'm excited for this time to pass.