today was the longest day ever, class 9-2, work2-5, class 5-7. i had to basically run to work from the complete other side of the campus and i hadn't eaten yet, i felt awful. on top of that i had the worst headache i've had in a while. john being the babe that he is made me lunch to take to work, it was nice. i just got rid of the headache about an hour or so ago. no class tomorrow, going home this weekend. nothing to do at home//everyone that i hang out with will be in lexington. i haven't even left yet and i can't wait to get back to lexington.

l-o-v-e-l-i-f-e

i hung out with Allie tonight and let me tell you something--she is my heart and soul. her and ashleys apartment is so cute. i'm feeling strange, i feel good and bad. school is starting tomorrow, but it doesn't feel like it. to top things off i don't know where my phone is. awesome. tara finally moved in and i'm happy, but she's homesick. i wish she'd feel better. i'm so busy tomorrow: work then school, multiply that by two. john's cute. i don't really have anything else to say.

"stupid games are for stupid people"

I sat and stared at the sky.
I knew I'd find myself there again.
I wonder how else to cope with the air.
the air that brings me this luck.
I'm unlucky...that's just me.
seems what used to be has changed.

I feel it coming again,
I feel it coming with the wind.
I feel it coming again,
I feel it breaking with the wind.

and I know,
I would feel it again if I just played along.

there's a lot of things that i believe in, thank you very much.

tell me why i'm getting blamed for breaking everything up because i moved away for school, because i did what we all said we were going to do while everyone else backed out. i gave up a hell of a lot for school, i rarely talk to everyone who used to be my best friends before i left, i never see my family. at least i can say that the relationship that i was in wasn't ruined by the distance that i brought on--he cheated on me no matter what city i was in.

it's 4 in the morning and i'm watching dawsons creek. i've never actually watched this show and i'm beginning to realize why. i've been on this couch since about 6pm, give or take getting up a few times. fell asleep at 6, woke up at 11:30, eric came over, ashley went to bed, i rented a movie--it's now over and i'm still wide awake. i feel like i've slept away these past few days, migraines kill me. despite only functioning when i have to go to work and being an all around waste of space for the past few days i'm so happy with life right now. i feel like it's getting better, i'm excited for this time to pass.

i do/say things that are dumb sometimes.

Shes a good girl, loves her mama
Loves jesus and america too
Shes a good girl, crazy bout elvis
Loves horses and her boyfriend too

i know that i had sworn that i'd never trust anyone again but i didn't have to.

no stress
no stress
no stress

if you're lookin' for love, then i'm lookin' for love.

i love my friends.

seaofumbrellas (1:38:50 AM): I just love you so much I can't hide it

young mollz (2:12:19 AM): I just wanted to say I love you and miss you

young mollz (2:12:25 AM): Goodnight

i've always wanted to stand in a lake full of cranberries.

i am extremely happy, excited, anxious... i love life.